PB&J Sandwiches

"I eat things and then two days later money falls out of my belly button."

Fuck, I miss you.
You always came up with the darnest things, still do.
I hope soon things will change, and we will hang out more...Just like old times.

Please teach me gently, how to breathe

Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on

The XX, I love you.

PS. To the person who keeps out bidding me on eBay, fuck you.

I'm going to have another shot at going blonde, fingers crossed I actually like it this time.

Come and meet me in the middle of the air.

Damn you blogspot for decreasing the quality of images

So, I may have been neglecting my blog as of late and I apologise to those who are game enough to venture here.
I guess you could say I have been lazy, which is half true. But I prefer to reason my of absence with the fact that I find my life so boring at this moment in time, nothing is interesting enough to mention.

The only neat thing that has happened recently is my trip to Melbourne with my aunt.
I have a new found love for the city, and understand why so many people adore it so so much.
I also got offered by a lovely lady a place to stay in Melbourne with her family, I nearly wet myself.
Now I just have the painstaking task of trying to convince my parents to allow me to go.

I'm running out on what to write, so will go now.

I will try for those lovelies, to update more often.

I am not sure which is worse.

Fancying someone and knowing they will never return those feelings,
Or liking someone who also has feelings for you back, but nothing can or will happen as it is just too hard..

Please, share your thoughts/stores, enlighten me.

You'll shit egg rolls

Wow, kill me now.
Please.
Spare me the torture that will be Friday night.
Dinner and then out, with both the ex attending, his new 'girl'. The boy from the previous posts also with his lady friend from Sydney, and to make it worse, my arch enemy will also be there.

Oh joy, bring on the good times...

Whoa oh.

It has all been triggered off again.
And it feels amazing, how I've missed it.

I wish I had someone, in person, that I could talk to about half the things that I need too.
I guess, we are lucky to have things like Blogspot and Xanga to escape to.
With groups of people who understand, and that you have a connection with, even if they live half way across the world.
It is still not the same, or enough.

I wish you were able to some how know who likes/dislikes your posts.

Thanks to the new followers too, made my day when I noticed it said 8.

And you've left me shimmering

Wow, its been a while since I've blogged.

Things have changed a lot the past few weeks.
Found out a friend (who is good friends with my ex), told me he has liked me for..quite some time.
Ended up back at his after an 18th (nothing happened as such..so please keep your mind out of the gutter!)

Also have come to the conclusion that sneaking out is extremely thrilling..drinking tequila on its own is not.
Also ended up back at previously said male's place a second night in a row.

I honestly have no idea where this is going..I guess I just wanted to some how let it out that I feel I have wasted so much time on the wrong guy..
Shit.

"When I sit near you, my hands suddenly become alien things and I don’t know where to put them or what they usually do, like this is the first time I’ve ever had hands and maybe they go in my pockets and maybe they don’t."