You'll shit egg rolls

Wow, kill me now.
Please.
Spare me the torture that will be Friday night.
Dinner and then out, with both the ex attending, his new 'girl'. The boy from the previous posts also with his lady friend from Sydney, and to make it worse, my arch enemy will also be there.

Oh joy, bring on the good times...

Whoa oh.

It has all been triggered off again.
And it feels amazing, how I've missed it.

I wish I had someone, in person, that I could talk to about half the things that I need too.
I guess, we are lucky to have things like Blogspot and Xanga to escape to.
With groups of people who understand, and that you have a connection with, even if they live half way across the world.
It is still not the same, or enough.

I wish you were able to some how know who likes/dislikes your posts.

Thanks to the new followers too, made my day when I noticed it said 8.

And you've left me shimmering

Wow, its been a while since I've blogged.

Things have changed a lot the past few weeks.
Found out a friend (who is good friends with my ex), told me he has liked me for..quite some time.
Ended up back at his after an 18th (nothing happened as such..so please keep your mind out of the gutter!)

Also have come to the conclusion that sneaking out is extremely thrilling..drinking tequila on its own is not.
Also ended up back at previously said male's place a second night in a row.

I honestly have no idea where this is going..I guess I just wanted to some how let it out that I feel I have wasted so much time on the wrong guy..
Shit.

"When I sit near you, my hands suddenly become alien things and I don’t know where to put them or what they usually do, like this is the first time I’ve ever had hands and maybe they go in my pockets and maybe they don’t."